Hurray for me! My mom is wonderful for everything she's done and I have the internet again so I'm back online and should be able to get my life to some form of normalcy, like look for a job and harass people online thru IM's :) I'm having issues updating her PC, and hardly have the PC skills anymore since I can't even figure out how to update some of her stuff. That happens when you turn to the dark side. lol
So much crap has happened since late December I don't know if I can fit it all in. The main thing is I met someone, thought I might have lost them, and didn't. Yay me. My best friends came to visit for my birthday which was great, we had a blast and got to know all of the richy uptown area of the city and stuff our faces with fabulous food and walk it all off going to shows and galleries. Woo. I miss culture. I miss my buddies even more.
Then I got sick and had to go to the ER then got banished cause I was too sick to really stay anywhere much less take care of myself, and couldn't stay where I was without getting Mannie sick too (which still happened), so I was banished to my moms house until I recover. Lets just say I was sick for about 20 days. Ick. Even with antibiotics, I was still hacking up my lung and blowing brain bits out my nose. Not good. After all my sickness badlyness my laptop died too. Crap, could my world get anymore crappy? Well it didn't really die, but the power cable decided to start smoking in the coffee shop, the laptop itself (I think) is fine.
So if you know anybody that wants to donate a power cord, send them my way.
Then it turns out I might *still* have a stalker. Yuck. I have no proof of this but some strange things seem to keep happening to me and it really makes me wonder if they will ever give up and leave me alone. I mean seriously, do you really have that much time on your hands? Sometimes its hard not to take things personal, but it's great when people I love turn around and use my own advice against me.
I thought it might have been my own family turning against me, but do any of them really care THAT much to be SO mean? In addition to that, that blog almost pretty much was excluded from the prying eyes of family members, just to see the reaction. But whatever. If you think I'm being cryptic, I am. I'm feeling too much stuff: Happy I got my internet back. Hope that I might actually find a job, despite the distance I am from where I want it. Anger because I feel like somebody out there really wants to manipulate me. Frustration because things are not happening fast enough. I could go on, but on top of feelings, I'm also cold. And I just want to crawl into bed with my snuggle cat Cinders. She'll always love me, as long as I feed her :)
So much crap has happened since late December I don't know if I can fit it all in. The main thing is I met someone, thought I might have lost them, and didn't. Yay me. My best friends came to visit for my birthday which was great, we had a blast and got to know all of the richy uptown area of the city and stuff our faces with fabulous food and walk it all off going to shows and galleries. Woo. I miss culture. I miss my buddies even more.
Then I got sick and had to go to the ER then got banished cause I was too sick to really stay anywhere much less take care of myself, and couldn't stay where I was without getting Mannie sick too (which still happened), so I was banished to my moms house until I recover. Lets just say I was sick for about 20 days. Ick. Even with antibiotics, I was still hacking up my lung and blowing brain bits out my nose. Not good. After all my sickness badlyness my laptop died too. Crap, could my world get anymore crappy? Well it didn't really die, but the power cable decided to start smoking in the coffee shop, the laptop itself (I think) is fine.
So if you know anybody that wants to donate a power cord, send them my way.
Then it turns out I might *still* have a stalker. Yuck. I have no proof of this but some strange things seem to keep happening to me and it really makes me wonder if they will ever give up and leave me alone. I mean seriously, do you really have that much time on your hands? Sometimes its hard not to take things personal, but it's great when people I love turn around and use my own advice against me.
I thought it might have been my own family turning against me, but do any of them really care THAT much to be SO mean? In addition to that, that blog almost pretty much was excluded from the prying eyes of family members, just to see the reaction. But whatever. If you think I'm being cryptic, I am. I'm feeling too much stuff: Happy I got my internet back. Hope that I might actually find a job, despite the distance I am from where I want it. Anger because I feel like somebody out there really wants to manipulate me. Frustration because things are not happening fast enough. I could go on, but on top of feelings, I'm also cold. And I just want to crawl into bed with my snuggle cat Cinders. She'll always love me, as long as I feed her :)
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