Fuckin' Men {>.<}

When used as an adjective or explicative, it's entertaining and even funny. I mean, girls loungin' around sippin' martini's on girls night out say it when they're frustrated with their situations and getting no where.

When it's used as an action verb, it can also be entertaining and fun, but I'm sure you don't need me to draw you a picture.

No. I didn't draw it. I googled it.

In my case, I'm on the verge of anger and sippin' martinis with my best gal pals is not possible at the moment, and well, I can't exactly talk to my gal cousins and aunts about my personal relationships on the same level I can to my best gal pals. So to my blogs I take it, where you can all see! Men included.

For some reason I'm not surprised at all about what has happened. I met this guy who seemed at first too good to be true, and turns out he is. My dilemma here, is cut him loose, or try and turn my feelings off and play his game too. After all, he's damn hot. I mean he has me weak in the knees hot.

I don't want to divulge too many details, but as I said ~ he just turned out too good to be true and when I did find out, I was enraged. If I had been holding something, it would have been shattered in my hands. If I found out via cel phone, it would have been thrown into a wall. If my feet were on a coffee table it would have been kicked. If I were not in a public place, I would have screamed in frustration. If I heard it from him directly, I would have slashed him verbally. You get the picture. I'm not the girl you want my anger focused on.

And damn my internet for being out or I would have found out sooner!!!! DAMN you CHARTER!!! DAMN YOU!!!

All I could do was sit there and stare blankly forward. If I acted hastily, I would come off as crazy, and you know nobody listens to the insane. So my hamster wheels started spinning. . .

I had been looking for signs, warning signals from this guy from day one, but he was smooth. He covered his tracks really well, which only means he's been playing this game a long time. In fact he's probably a career field player. Fuckin' Men. Yea I know they're not all like this one. I know plenty that are not. But this one, aside from the trick he pulled, he's the male version of me, we have so much in common it's scary, or is that part of his lure? And he almost had me, hook line and sinker.

So again, turn off my feelings and play with fire, or ditch him like the trash he is? Comments, please! I *need* them today.